I had been sitting at the same table for over three hours
now. Already five cups of coffee poured down my throat. People near me were
starting to notice and were looking at me like I was some sort of alien. Every now
and then I would meet few pairs of curious eyes trying to guess my “story”. perhaps it had something to do with the fact that i was the only person sitting there who didn't have the company of an individual of the same species but opposite gender. Even
the waiter looked at me now and somehow I got the feeling as if I had grown two
horns, or i had a tail that was lurking out. Finally the waiter asked as I ordered
my 6th cup, “mam are you expecting someone?”
I looked up from the card I was holding and flashed a smile
at him, “no. but I assure you I am not a nut case.”
His return smile was apologetic. The piece of paper I had
in hand had got me so anxious that I couldn’t sit in my office. I had been
expecting it and had been worried that it was late… now that I finally had it, I
was restless. The feeling can be compared to admitting to your crush for the
first time that u have a crush on him!
Well that was a bad example, considering that I had done
the very mistake not so long ago. I had been madly, irrevocably, irresistibly,
hopelessly and helplessly in love with Adi for the last 3 years. Finally when I
mustered the courage and told him, he had rejected me. I had spent days, weeks
and months crying.
Yet here I was. Holding a letter to my happiness. Feeling happy
that this time my crush wasn’t some guy. I am doing a job that pays my bills,
but never fills my soul. This was what led me to peruse a crazy idea that gave
birth to a thought, eventually a dream which is becoming real pretty soon.
I still remember the day when some friends were having dinner
at my house and spoke highly of my cooking. Among those compliments, laughter
and jokes I got a crazy idea to open a restaurant.
And here I am today, holding an invitation card to my
restaurant’s inauguration. The first of its lot. Soon to be distributed. It brought
a smile on my face and I thought that, may be a happy ending doesn’t include a
guy, may be its me! Picking up the pieces and putting them together to make a
better picture out of life.
Very well written... :)
ReplyDeletethank u di :)
Deletehmm nyc 1.. little bit changes in usage of words rather to say being articulate would make u a perfect blogger..
ReplyDeletethanks.. n i will sure consider dat in my coming posts :)
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